Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
Purple is Ally's favorite color.
Ally has had a super duper birthday so far. She has been a good eater, she is enjoying the MANY gifts and cards she has already received and she took 2 good naps today!
Her surgery to place the G-Tube is on Monday. When I spoke to the doctor she told me it would be first thing in the morning, which is good, because Ally can't eat before the surgery. Apparently first thing is 10:45 AM. Idiots....how dumb is it to schedule a G-Tube placement for a child who doesn't want to eat at 10:45 and make the child starve all morning. Sometimes people don't think, and that irritates me. Okay enough of that....
Ally is a twoa (too-a) today! We are going to try the cupcakes again (last year she wanted nothing to do with them, turns out because she had a massive tumor in her belly). We will take more pictures this weekend!
If you'd like to light a Birthday candle for Ally, go to this site:
Posted by puddle at 1/30/2009 06:50:00 pm
Posted by puddle at 1/30/2009 02:29:00 pm
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Chinese New Year is the longest and most important celebration in the Chinese calendar.
Chinese months are reckoned by the lunar calendar, with each month beginning on the darkest day. New Year festivities traditionally start on the first day of the month and continue until the fifteenth, when the moon is brightest. In China, people may take weeks of holiday from work to prepare for and celebrate the New Year.
An Obstinate Year
Legend has it that in ancient times, Buddha asked all the animals to meet him on Chinese New Year. Twelve came, and Buddha named a year after each one. He announced that the people born in each animal's year would have some of that animal's personality. Those born in ox years tend to be painters, engineers, and architects. They are stable, fearless, obstinate, hard-working and friendly. Jack Nicholson, Jane Fonda, Walt Disney, and Anthony Hopkins were all born in the year of the ox.
Fireworks and Family Feasts
At Chinese New Year celebrations people wear red clothes, decorate with poems on red paper, and give children "lucky money" in red envelopes. Red symbolizes fire, which according to legend can drive away bad luck. The fireworks that shower the festivities are rooted in a similar ancient custom. Long ago, people in China lit bamboo stalks, believing that the crackling flames would frighten evil spirits.
Posted by puddle at 1/26/2009 12:00:00 am
Sunday, January 25, 2009
SATURDAY, JANUARY 24, 2009 09:15 PM, EST
Here is a pic of what landed us in the hospital.
We finally made it home today, pulling in the driveway about 6:30. Ally decided to make things interesting by spiking a fever of 102.6 last night. They decided they needed to keep her for most of the day to make sure the fever did not come back. At 4:45, when they said they wanted to wait another few hours I asked to see the doctor. We were able to leave around 5:30!
Have a super rest of your weekend. Ally goes back to the hospital on Wednesday, just for a check in so she can start her meds again.
Posted by puddle at 1/25/2009 11:35:00 am
Friday, January 23, 2009
FRIDAY, JANUARY 23, 2009 11:23 AM, EST
We got news that Ally will be going home tomorrow! They just want to keep her here for one more night "just to be safe". Ally currently has an NG tube (goes from her nose to her tummy) pumping pediasure into her constantly. It will come out tomorrow, before we go home. We will be re-admitted to the hospital on February 2 for a G tube placement. She will need to spend 1 night in the hospital.
The silver lining to our admittance to the hospital this weekend is that the quarantine is lifted (for Grammie, Grampa, Aunties and Uncle) for today only. So they are all excited to pack into this tiny room to get a glimpse of Ally. The quarantine goes back on tomorrow until March.
'O Frabjous Day! Callooh Callay!!'
We could not be more pleased that the room that brought the worst news to you last year has also become today's Quarantine Free Zone. Seems symbolic of a turning point.
I am weeping and laughing in joy to think of Ally's peeps getting to SEE her again IN PERSON! Does this count as an Early Birthday or what?!
@>---- HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL WEEK ALLY! @>----
Some day you will sit and read all these messages, perhaps as a teen getting ready to set off for college, and you will know and feel how loved and supported you are.
Party On, you guys! XOXOXXX
Posted by puddle at 1/23/2009 01:54:00 pm
Thursday, January 22, 2009
I wake and find the dark
Wait, and find the merest
blush of pink to the north
Reach toward you in the dim
fertile morning air
Go looking for your weather
In the dead that's winter,
seeking a day, a week with
no ice in it. One moment
where the green remembers
its past at last
Seeking heat, seeking flower
bower, dream. Sweet film
of sweat collecting on the
upper lip The soft explosion
of flower at stem's end
A small blue bird's warning call
Recalling, no, reliving, our
time together -- your hand
at my waist or elbow or breast
warm and living, giving
Heart exploding in that hand
Tomorrow now become this day
that day which must be lived in
What hope and joy imagined
only real in this moment and no other
So today, at last, as every day
Today, we begin, again
Taking this first step
21 January 2009
Posted by puddle at 1/22/2009 09:59:00 pm
THURSDAY, JANUARY 22, 2009 04:51 PM, EST
Ally has cellulitis. It is an infection of the tissue around her eye. Normally this requires a call in prescription and go home...but not with Ally! We are here until at least Saturday. She will be on antibiotics through IV every 8 hours. She has lost more weight, so they want to place an NG tube. This is a tube that goes down her nose to her tummy and formula or in our case pediasure is put through it. Ally has had 4 of these in the past, she has ripped out 3 of them (when she was feeling much less perky than she currently is). They are also talking about placing a G Tube. Which is a tube that goes right to her tummy and sticks out of her tummy (I think it requires surgery to place). This stupid eye thing is causing us too much trouble. The worst part is the room we are stuck in...550. The room where we learned of Ally's diagnosis, almost a year ago now, and because of her quarantine we are not allowed to leave it. I'll update tomorrow with more info as we get it.
Posted by puddle at 1/22/2009 06:58:00 pm
Ally's Mommy writes:
THURSDAY, JANUARY 22, 2009 08:06 AM, EST
Yesterday Ally woke up with a puffy eye. Her eye was about half closed. I called the hospital to make sure it wasn't some crazy side effect I should be freaking out over. They told me the medication she is on causes pink eye in over 40% of users. Ally's eye is not red, nor does it have any gunk on it....thus I don't think it is pink eye. It seemed to get better as the day went on. They told us if it was still puffy today to call her primary doctor. This morning Ally's eye was swollen shut. We have a call in to her doc. Daddy has today off (as he is working this weekend), so hopefully they will take her today. I will be sure to update as soon as we know more info on the mysterious puffy eye.
THURSDAY, JANUARY 22, 2009 12:56 PM, EST
Ally is being admitted to the hospital because of her eye. I don't know any details. I will try to update this evening or sometime tomorrow.
When you're not quite two years old, in quarantine and recovering from so many cancer treatments,
this is a worry.
Ally's birthday is in 8 days.
Sure hope she'll be home and healthy for it!
Here is a photo of Ally obviously taken on Tuesday.
Her Mardi Gras necklaces seem rather poignant!
Posted by puddle at 1/22/2009 04:22:00 pm
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Barack Obama's Inaugural Address
My fellow citizens:
I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.
Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because We the People have remained faithful to the ideals of our forbearers, and true to our founding documents.
So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans.
That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of some, but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age. Homes have been lost; jobs shed; businesses shuttered. Our health care is too costly; our schools fail too many; and each day brings further evidence that the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries and threaten our planet.
These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics. Less measurable but no less profound is a sapping of confidence across our land — a nagging fear that America's decline is inevitable, and that the next generation must lower its sights.
Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real. They are serious and they are many. They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. But know this, America — they will be met.
On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord.
On this day, we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises, the recriminations and worn out dogmas, that for far too long have strangled our politics.
We remain a young nation, but in the words of Scripture, the time has come to set aside childish things. The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free, and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness.
In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of short-cuts or settling for less. It has not been the path for the faint-hearted — for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things — some celebrated but more often men and women obscure in their labor, who have carried us up the long, rugged path toward prosperity and freedom.
For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.
For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.
For us, they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sahn.
Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.
This is the journey we continue today. We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth. Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began. Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year. Our capacity remains undiminished. But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions — that time has surely passed. Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.
For everywhere we look, there is work to be done. The state of the economy calls for action, bold and swift, and we will act — not only to create new jobs, but to lay a new foundation for growth. We will build the roads and bridges, the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together. We will restore science to its rightful place, and wield technology's wonders to raise health care's quality and lower its cost. We will harness the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories. And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the demands of a new age. All this we can do. And all this we will do.
Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions — who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans. Their memories are short. For they have forgotten what this country has already done; what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose, and necessity to courage.
What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them — that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply. The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works — whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified. Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward. Where the answer is no, programs will end. And those of us who manage the public's dollars will be held to account — to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day — because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government.
Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill. Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched, but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control - and that a nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous. The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our gross domestic product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on our ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart — not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good.
As for our common defense, we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals. Our Founding Fathers, faced with perils we can scarcely imagine, drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man, a charter expanded by the blood of generations. Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience's sake. And so to all other peoples and governments who are watching today, from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born: Know that America is a friend of each nation and every man, woman and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity, and that we are ready to lead once more.
Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just with missiles and tanks, but with sturdy alliances and enduring convictions. They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please. Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.
We are the keepers of this legacy. Guided by these principles once more, we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort — even greater cooperation and understanding between nations. We will begin to responsibly leave Iraq to its people and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan. With old friends and former foes, we will work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat and roll back the specter of a warming planet. We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense, and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.
For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus — and non-believers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.
To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict or blame their society's ills on the West — know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.
To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it.
As we consider the road that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who, at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains. They have something to tell us today, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages. We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service; a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves. And yet, at this moment — a moment that will define a generation — it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all.
For as much as government can do and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate.
Our challenges may be new. The instruments with which we meet them may be new. But those values upon which our success depends — hard work and honesty, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism — these things are old. These things are true. They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history. What is demanded then is a return to these truths. What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility — a recognition, on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task.
This is the price and the promise of citizenship.
This is the source of our confidence — the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny.
This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed — why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent mall, and why a man whose father less than 60 years ago might not have been served at a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.
So let us mark this day with remembrance, of who we are and how far we have traveled. In the year of America's birth, in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing. The snow was stained with blood. At a moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:
"Let it be told to the future world ... that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive ... that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet [it]."
America. In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.
Posted by puddle at 1/20/2009 03:50:00 pm
We are the water, we are the boats
the rising tide lifts
rushing into the bay
wearing down the shoals.
Do you remember how to swim?
There within our genes the sea salt
of a billion tears of struggle
the sea salt of origin
the ocean of the passage
not only slaves, but every creature
a child of water
No need to stay dry
the water is warm
it is us ...
~~ Phil Specht
Posted by puddle at 1/20/2009 06:02:00 am
Monday, January 19, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Posted by puddle at 1/18/2009 09:35:00 pm
SUNDAY, JANUARY 18, 2009 11:56 AM, EST
We took Ally outside today. She helped us clean up the driveway by using her mini shovel (a sand shovel) and putting snow on Daddy's car! It was a good time. The snow is still coming down very fast, we will probably have to go out again in a few hours and do it all again.
Quirky little Ally got a fantastic sled for Christmas. She is deathly afraid of it. Whenever we bring it out she cries and refuses to sit in it. Grammy and Grampa have been able to get her to sit in it and go around the driveway a couple of times. What a strange little girl we have! Maybe it is because she still thinks snow is "yucky".
We are working hard on her eating. We have received MANY suggestions, thank you! Ally generally has 3 bowls of food going at one time, taking bites here and there, we are trying to introduce a new food every now and then, but we don't want to overwhelm her. She gets VERY stressed out when we are encouraging her to eat. We just have to trust she is doing what her body needs her to do, and that when she is hungry, she will eat.
Have a great day off tomorrow if you have it, and enjoy the peaceful transfer of power on Tuesday!
Posted by puddle at 1/18/2009 12:35:00 pm
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Woke up this morning with the very loud sound of a perfectly tuned Mack truck in my ear. I ignored it. Got louder. The bed began to vibrate. I groaned and opened one eye. Yep. A big Mack, wishing me to get up and do something for him. I stalled. But at last, as he knew I would, I did. Get up. And do something for him.
Posted by puddle at 1/17/2009 03:39:00 pm
Friday, January 16, 2009
Bear Attack in Churchill, Manitoba , Canada.
These are pictures of an actual polar bear attack in Churchill.
These pictures were taken while people watched
and could do nothing to stop the attack!
Reports from the local newspaper say that the
victim will make a full recovery.
The photos are below.
Posted by puddle at 1/16/2009 09:43:00 pm
Thursday, January 15, 2009
THE COLDEST AIR OF THE SEASON WILL AFFECT THE REGION OVERNIGHT TONIGHT AND FRIDAY.
BITTERLY COLD TEMPERATURES COMBINED WITH NORTHWEST WINDS OF 10 TO 15 MPH WITH OCCASIONAL HIGHER GUSTS WILL PRODUCE WIND CHILL VALUES OF 5 BELOW TO 15 BELOW ZERO OVERNIGHT TONIGHT AND FRIDAY
Posted by puddle at 1/15/2009 10:58:00 pm
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 14, 2009 05:32 PM, EST
Ally went to her hospital appointment today. The end result was, other than the shot she needed, a waste of a trip. Ally, Daddy and Grampa got to see the oncologist for about a minute and a half, no time to answer any of the questions we had. Then they waited around for the nutritionist to tell them to feed her high calorie foods....dumbest advice ever...we already know that! Ally is down to 18 pounds 3 ounces. She still has a restricted diet, so that limits us a bit. No peanut butter until she is 3. That is a stinker, we were hoping that since she is close to 2 she would be able to eat that now, but no. Well, we will continue to constantly offer her food and even trick her into eating. Hopefully she will at least maintain her weight for the next 2 weeks, when we have to go back for another hospital visit.
Posted by puddle at 1/14/2009 07:00:00 pm
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
In the dim hard cold of winter
sitting in the dark
dining on some sunny summer's
sweet scuppernong spread thin
across the thinner skim of peanut butter
on a lace marked heart
Feast we will on sweet sun shine
and heat, like a first love
and who will say no! Not I
10 January 2009
Posted by puddle at 1/10/2009 11:19:00 pm
Morning moon by akdew
Moon again, full cold
the first of the year's
dance -- full, fool, waxing, waning
quarters and halves and new
Our blood, thicker and thinner
dances with the tides
As does love, the old
10 January 2009
Posted by puddle at 1/10/2009 11:11:00 pm
Friday, January 09, 2009
FRIDAY, JANUARY 09, 2009 07:40 PM, EST
Wow, it has been awhile since my last blog entry. I think that is a record.
Ally has been in a good mood during the days this past week. She seems to get cranky in the evenings, and tonight she was a MASSIVE cranky pants. The docs told us that some of the side effects of her medicine might show up as crankiness. I am hoping she was just a bit overtired tonight, because she is on this stuff for another four and a half months!
Ally is still not wanting to eat. We are constantly offering her food, and pretty much letting her eat whatever she wants (popsicles, cookies, etc.) just so she will get calories into herself. We are meeting with the nutritionist on Wednesday. There are so many restrictions on what she can eat, that it is a little tricky.
Have a super weekend!
Posted by puddle at 1/09/2009 09:57:00 pm